VCTMS – Abstract lyrics

In a bind, in a fucking bind
I'm sick of living this hopeless life of mine
No trust in anyone they're all the same
No sense of direction or confidence, i'm built on mistakes
I'm a cynical wreck, a chronic liar, miserable at best
I'm sick of being alone, worn out these broken bones

You forget what's around you
The same everyday
Nothing feels real anymore
Everything's so fake

There's a fear of living on, to continue feeling dead inside
There's a fear of living on, but what's living when your hands are tied

Everyday, everyday i've been paving the way
No ounce of success slowly digging my grave
This isn't what I thought I would become
Worthless i'm no help to anyone
Unwanted, i'm useless, give me a gun
I have fallen, I have failed, and I finally see
There's no help, no hope, and no future for me

I can't rid myself from these worthless habits
Help me find my fix, i'm fucking addicted

Let me lie in this grave I don't need you feeling sorry
If you truly cared you would of been there for me
I don't need your pity, i don't want your false words
Once again tossed to the side i'm used to being hurt
Once again tossed to the side i'm used to being hurt

I can't rid myself from these worthless habits
Help me find my fix, i'm fucking addicted

No one can save me now
I dug this whole far too deep
Life it's what's killing me
My self worth has torn away
Knowing you, my biggest mistake
Day by day I swallow more then I can take
Fuck aplogies, it's already too late
Second chances they don't ever come twice, and if i were you i'd stay the fuck out
Of my life
Second chances they don't ever come twice, and if you knew what's good for you stay the fuck out of my life