Natalie Claro – My Calling, The Door lyrics

[Verse]

I feel lost when it's alright
Calmer days prevent a right tone, fine notes
I know I'm sick of it all
Having only rhythm when something goes wrong

How ironic that I'm breathing now
Took a lot of brain just to put this headline down, oh
Using noise to fill a void, then I freeze
No one ever really hears my voice

They hear a tone, they hear a groan
They hear a roll of different sounds
Given secrets, written places
That goes past their ears in and out
Where's the passion? Where's the grief?
When I'm smiling through my teeth
And I'm sweating on my own

[Chorus]
My calling's like a door
And it only opens when anger knocks
Like a bomb and arrow holes
I wanna quit and all be done

My calling can't escape
But it can't be put to waste
I'm blowing away
Blowing away
Blowing away

[Verse]

Roll the thunder, bring on the rain
Lock me indoors gloom influences gain
I've said it before, it'll come later on
Words fall out my mouth and

How Alanis that I'm screeching now
I'm crouching on the floor banging at my keyboard now
Didn't use a noise to fill that void
Cause I just want you to hear part:

There are passing people judging
What I'm making what I'm doing
I'm a singer and a feeler
But I crier and believer

I'm a child and I'm oozing
But still respect what I am doing
And I'm cursing on my own

[Chorus]

My calling's like a door
And it only opens when anger knocks
Like a bomb and arrow holes
I wanna quit and all be done

My calling can't escape
But it can't be put to waste
I'm blowing away
Blowing away
Blowing away