Niki Star – There For You lyrics

All my dreams
Crushed down as it seems
Thought that I have a chance with you
And of course I had to face the ugly truth
And if I say that I am fine
Don't believe me I'm always lyin'
What I feel inside of me
Is hidden so that no one can ever see
Admittin' that I'm hurt right now
I'm tryin' to find a way to you somehow
It's like I'm shot right in the heart
But the bullet's still in there, I'm aching so hard
I care for you, I really do
And I have no other option but to forget you
But I don't want to... Do you want me to?
Just say it out loud you want something new

I'm in love that's right
But I'm alone tonight

Girl, you are not to blame
That your feelings ain't the same
And I just want you to know
That I will be there for you if you fall

Every time
I remind myself you're not mine
I just wanna take a gun
Go to the beach to see the rising sun
And I'll stay there until sunset
And write down everything I wish I had said
Then take the gun put it to my head
Pull the trigger, put my life to an end
But I'm a good person, I wouldn't do that
I'll keep on livin' alone like a rat
And I'll wait here patiently for the big cat
With the memories of what I wish I had had
When I'll have waited long enough I'll die eventually
Without the gun unintentionally
And I just wanna tell you these ten last words:
"I love you girl no matter how much it hurts"

I'm in love that's right
But I'm alone tonight

Girl, you are not to blame
That your feelings ain't the same
And I just want you to know
That I will be there for you if you fall

For you I'll find the strength to fight
Stronger with this pain I feel tonight
But if you don't want me around
Just say it here right now
And I'll go away
I've nothing more to say

Girl, you are not to blame
That your feelings ain't the same
And I just want you to know
That I will be there for you if you fall
(If you ever fall)

Girl, you are not to blame
That your feelings ain't the same
And I just want you to know
That I will be there for you if you fall

And I'll be there(And I'll be, I'll be there)
If you ever fall
If you ever fall