My Love Your Lust – Second Wind lyrics

Trial and error, I believe I've learned some tricks of the trade
Trying to cope with this situation
I've trusted you more than I've trusted myself
Is this how you return the favor?

Not a day goes by without thinking about you and wondering how you could ever be so cruel
This is my goodbye, I catch my breath and leave all this behind
Please let this be my second wind

Day by day, I cannot find satisfaction in things, always trying
But you cannot fly with crippled wings
Just stop torturing me, I have nothing left to say to you

Will I ever know trust again?
Will we ever make it through?

Trying to cope with this
It's true, ignorance is bliss

Lately it seems, that I managed to get through
And I can finally feel the presence of change
I never thought that I would disclose my heartache
But you never gave me what I deserved

Not a day goes by without thinking about you and wondering how you could ever be so cruel
This is my goodbye, I catch my breath and leave all this behind
Please let this be my second wind

You will never know how much pain one person can endure
Nor will you ever find satisfaction in life
And I know these things to be true, never happy, always searching
Cause at the end of the day, I am just like you

I swear I will find, why it is that I'm alive
And a love without lust is what I'll strife for.