Destroyed all my pride thinking back on the night where I wanted to die cuz I hated my life
Turn around and walk away
I need some personal space
To get my mind straight and disappear without a trace
My life is just a waste of money and minutes
Like love is just a waste of my tears and my feelings
Nobody else is living my life except myself
I can choose to ignore the conditions of my health
Bad days become weak days and hard to really speak
Explain what's on my mind and everything all combined
Dammit I ain't lying
Dear god I feel like dying
Why is it every night that my eyes continue crying?
Alone here in the dark and writing these last words
My gift is not a blessing
My obsession is a curse
Thought it couldn't be worse
Feeling how much it hurts
My pride is ready to burst from putting myself first
Trying to help someone else before I can help myself
I wanted to end the pain that's real is how I felt
These memories lie in the tears that I cry and nobody is here all the love disappeared
Destroyed all my pride thinking back on the night where I wanted to die cuz I hated my life
How many fuckin times do a young one have to try
Still struggling to live but still itching to die
Sometimes I used to cry because I felt nobody cared
All the pain I used to have I felt no one could share
Sometimes I felt alone because no one was even there
My days of tears are done because there's no more tears to she'd
All I see it in my head like how I'm gonna die
Leave my body lying cold my fans n peeps will cry
And Bullets will always fly
Your mommas will always try
To see the lil kid's G each ride up in the sky
And it's worth every minute when we stare into their eyes
And kids did daddy's tried it but to blind it with pride
So instead they gotta hide
Don't kno if the kid's alive trying to hold on the feeling
And we see that's just a lie
Because most men do it
Doesn't mean it makes it right
It takes two to make a life
One husband and his wife
These memories lie in the tears that I cry and nobody is here all the love disappeared
Destroyed all my pride thinking back on the night where I wanted to die cuz I hated my life
There's lots of kids sleepin I'm still tossin n turning
Deep inside I'm still flossing this burn
And I cry like a b1tch one nobody's around
It's a pain I hide inside so I never make a sound
I'm a soldier from the very day I was born
And when it's over that's the quote for my tombstone
20 years gone by I feel like I'm chasin a lie
They tell me don't chase things unless ur willin to die
And at this point straight up I stopped givin a fuk
Too many scars in this mess
I feel like giving it up
I guess it's karma but fuk my karma don't work
I do good expecting good but instead I get hurt
I'm society's dirt, well fed in metro houses
Convicted a few times I can never be renounced
My life is a poem in a story you see
But all I really ask was to see me for me
And I kno that lost souls will pity it all
Even when you fall down you gotta learn how to crawl
My heart's harder the wall
Maybe that's why I can't show any feeling for this world
That's why they don't know
These memories lie in the tears that I cry and nobody is here all the love disappeared
Destroyed all my pride thinking back on the night where I wanted to die cuz I hated my life
These memories lie in the tears that I cry and nobody is here all the love disappeared Destroyed all my pride thinking back on the night where I wanted to die cuz I hated my life Turn around and walk away I need some personal space To get my mind straight and disappear without a trace My life is just a waste of money and minutes Like love is just a waste of my tears and my feelings Nobody else is living my life except myself I can choose to ignore the conditions of my health Bad days become weak days and hard to really speak Explain what's on my mind and everything all combined Dammit I ain't lying Dear god I feel like dying Why is it every night that my eyes continue crying? Alone here in the dark and writing these last words My gift is not a blessing My obsession is a curse Thought it couldn't be worse Feeling how much it hurts My pride is ready to burst from putting myself first Trying to help someone else before I can help myself I wanted to end the pain that's real is how I felt These memories lie in the tears that I cry and nobody is here all the love disappeared Destroyed all my pride thinking back on the night where I wanted to die cuz I hated my life How many fuckin times do a young one have to try Still struggling to live but still itching to die Sometimes I used to cry because I felt nobody cared All the pain I used to have I felt no one could share Sometimes I felt alone because no one was even there My days of tears are done because there's no more tears to she'd All I see it in my head like how I'm gonna die Leave my body lying cold my fans n peeps will cry And Bullets will always fly Your mommas will always try To see the lil kid's G each ride up in the sky And it's worth every minute when we stare into their eyes And kids did daddy's tried it but to blind it with pride So instead they gotta hide Don't kno if the kid's alive trying to hold on the feeling And we see that's just a lie Because most men do it Doesn't mean it makes it right It takes two to make a life One husband and his wife These memories lie in the tears that I cry and nobody is here all the love disappeared Destroyed all my pride thinking back on the night where I wanted to die cuz I hated my life There's lots of kids sleepin I'm still tossin n turning Deep inside I'm still flossing this burn And I cry like a b1tch one nobody's around It's a pain I hide inside so I never make a sound I'm a soldier from the very day I was born And when it's over that's the quote for my tombstone 20 years gone by I feel like I'm chasin a lie They tell me don't chase things unless ur willin to die And at this point straight up I stopped givin a fuk Too many scars in this mess I feel like giving it up I guess it's karma but fuk my karma don't work I do good expecting good but instead I get hurt I'm society's dirt, well fed in metro houses Convicted a few times I can never be renounced My life is a poem in a story you see But all I really ask was to see me for me And I kno that lost souls will pity it all Even when you fall down you gotta learn how to crawl My heart's harder the wall Maybe that's why I can't show any feeling for this world That's why they don't know These memories lie in the tears that I cry and nobody is here all the love disappeared Destroyed all my pride thinking back on the night where I wanted to die cuz I hated my life Explain Request ×
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