Estatic Fear – Somnium Obmutum lyrics

Aumquam orem dulcem obliviscor de ea somniare non cassavi
Sed quod pulchrior et desiderandios illa somnia sunt ea major tristia mea cum expergiscor
Tamen desiderio noctes illam dulces sed dolorosas, ut regno somnii amorem meum osculis teneris tegere et suun capillium aureum permulcere
Conamen meae mentis spem tepirire interiret per scientia oprimeta
Devoratus per somnium obmutitum, lugen plenus desiderio

As the lorn nightingales' melodious pain, dies away through the dusk-impregnated air
A sweet forgiving silence, delivers me from daily despair

Dreams of sweetest emotion touch my heart and smother my daily suppressed cries, while a vision of beauty, pure and dear inspires me with a glimpse of paradise

Wandering like a vagabond, expelled from the joys of men. Barred from the pleasure of company I solitary roam the night

How should I ever summon my courage, when the bitter gale of failure dominates my heart? How should I ever enjoy the glare of the morning, when, with the fading of the shadows shelter, departs?

As the moon kisses the sea and casts its glitter on the water
And majestically silence engulfs the lands
A dream woven of bitterness joy and desire stealthfully embraces my solitary heart

Horis lucis simplex
Crescere, et somniator
Repudiatur nam sensus
Ab simplice redeor

Through skies of charming beauty, up to the stars divine
My mind lifts up enchanted, casts of all earthly chains
Subdued by nights sensation, engulfed by sweet temptation
I kiss the seals of slumber and let my spirit dream

Doubtful thoughts pull back my heart
The flame of delight chases, to burn

For every smile shall wither, the hopeful laughter fade
The cup of joys illusions bashed from the craving lips
And as all hopes are shattered, the last of patience gathered
The gale of bitter failure is all that shall remain

Cursed by my creator, and the spark of existence, so involuntarily bestowed
Come forth spirits of my solitary past, emotions of havoc and destruction be unleashed
Be unleashed

I wonder if I ever could regain the virtues I have cast off long ago

I wonder if my eyes will ever catch a token of the sympathy I still crave

And all emotion of my former days dilute. For I shall learn how to live with the truth. Soon I shall strip off the boundaries of hope

For a caring soul

Der flüchtig Vergnügungen müde
Der Tag voller qualvollem Frust
Wann mag der einst wohlvertraute Friede
Endlich wieder erfüllen die Brust
Und als der güldnen Sterne Glanz verging
Und des Morgens Rot am Himmel hing
Da ward des Nächtens Freud und Glück zerstoben
Ein neuer jammervoller Tag erhoben

Wohin verflogen der Stunden Zeit
Wohin des Nachts verhüllnd Barmherzigkeit
So flieht mein Sinn dem Himmel gleich
In Trübsinn schwer
An Kummer reich