Bloodsucker Circus – This Ain't My Life lyrics

I'd want to hand this flower to you, but it's something I can't do.
Maybe I'll do it one day, now I just light a cigarette and walk away.
Though I try to make things better it seems impossible to me.
They just keep on going to worse, no one can fix them, it seems.

This Ain't My Life anymore, I'm not sure it ever was
I hid myself from everyone, and to myself I am lost
I know you don't like the way I am and to me that's fine -Until
Now I've had to be someone else, but this time
I'm gonna win!

Alone in the darkness I'm thinking, the walls have come down.
I put out the last cigarette and see your eyes in the stars.
The years have gone by.
All the memories have died.
And the rose that I gave you has faded.

This Ain't My Life anymore, I'm not sure it ever was
I hid myself from everyone, and to myself I am lost
I know you don't like the way I am and to me that's fine -Until
Now I've had to be someone else, but this time
I'm gonna win!

But hey, no hard feelings, this could happen to anyone.
Maybe someday everything will change, and we'll meet again?
But I don't think it's something we have to worry about now.
It's time to forget about the past and survive somehow.
And maybe everything will change and we'll meet one day?
But now I light another cigarette and walk away...

This Ain't My Life anymore, I'm not sure it ever was
I hid myself from everyone, and to myself I am lost
I know you don't like the way I am and to me that's fine -Until
Now I've had to be someone else, but this time
I'm gonna win!