Gupi – False Awakening lyrics

Now I know the pain and the heartache it felt like
Just can't help but to think that it's caused by myself like
Keep me going on [?] and they'll make it better
Can't help but to think that I'll be this way forever

[?] crazy I love it
Can't help but to feel like an unending burden
Never got the chance to just be how I wanted
Only blame the past [?] give in unwanted

And when I'm cooped up in my room
I feel the close impending doom
And when I just can't even move
I can only hope that it will be over soon

How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?

And I, I don't know what to do
I just can't get a clue
All is lost and I'm screwed

Now I know the pain and the heartache it felt like
Just can't help but to think that it's caused by myself like
Keep me going on [?] and they'll make it better
Can't help but to think that I'll be this way forever

[?] crazy I love it
Can't help but to feel like an unending burden
Never got the chance to just be how I wanted
Only blame the past [?] give in unwanted

How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?
How can I cope with anybody if nobody copes with me?

And when I'm cooped up in my room
I feel the close impending doom
And when I just can't even move
I can only hope that it will be over soon

And I, I don't know what to do
I just can't get a clue
All is lost and I'm screwed

Now I know the pain and the heartache it felt like
Just can't help but to think that it's caused by myself like
Keep me going on [?] and they'll make it better
Can't help but to think that I'll be this way forever