This song is about rape actually. He thought she wanted it "I can't be held responsible. Cause she was touching her face" and about how she fell in love in the first place then he's guilt stricken. Then he talks about dieing for these sins meaning the sin was rape. When he was younger, he tought he knew everything and was invincible but them this happened, he never thought it would but it did, the same thing happened to his buddy.