Ok this song is amazing. But the video is supposed to be modern day Jerusalem they did it that way so that people would understand it better. Lady gaga is supposed to be Mary Magdalen and I'm guessing you can figure out who Jesus is. But what she is saying is that no matter what she will always be in love with Judas even though he betrayed them so she tries to stay away from him so that she doesn't get influenced by him to do wrong against Jesus. But no matter what he does he will be forgiven.