This song describes the relationship that I am in. Even though we do not doubt our love for one another, everyday with him is a struggle. His darkness, anxiety, overbearing and critical ways drags me down. I feel heavy, weak. I almost feel like he needs someone down and blue to feel better about himself. His arrogance hides his insecurity. I have tried so many times to leave this dysfunctional relationship, but something always brings me back. A look, a gesture, a kind word, an intense embrace that is never there when things are ok. I can't let go, no matter how frustrated, because I know the potential we have if he would lighten up, see the light, feel my love and affection.