I had it long time ago 16 years to be exact we never been together for so long just barely a year but he was my first, and such a fool to make him my world and so stupid he'll do the same. But he chose someone else and left me without a word. Took sometime to figure things out why? . Since then never feel the same. And it was only after 12 years we get in touch again at the net. And 4 years more to before I totally forgave him. And what a nerve he wants us to be with each other again. But no way to trust a person like him. Yet I choose to be at peace with myself and decided to make him just a friend. Life is cruel but still worth to live for. Because came a rainbow from after every great storms.