well,this song has a thousand meanings,for me Eileen is a man who never leaves me alone,then when alone Eileen becomes another pain,then Eileen hits me in the morning,some call it alcoholism,i call it a choice never a disease,then i feel pain with my farther and confusion,now that is another head fuck,i left for a long time never to return,then i had to return now i am in intense therapy,i live alone now but what a head fuck