Its been 2 years since my last relationship but still until now I can't move on. Always tell to myself that "im ok na, im doing fine and i dont care anymore" but the truth is, maskit parin until now, it feels like the first day he broke up wid me, what hurts the most is that iniwan nya ko kung kelan mahal na mahal ko na sya' I always control myself kasi ayoko masktan but then sa relationship laging my promises na hindi nman kyang panindigan. Its hard to accept goodbyes lalo n pag hindi ka pa tlga ready,. I can't start my life coz I'm still holding back, kahit na alam ko na wala nman n tlgang pagasa na blikan ako,. Tho I deny it the fact still remain that I still love him.