I am 48 and I fell in love with a 30 year old actress I shared the stage with in a show. She started inviting me out with her and her young friends. I spent alot of time with her and her 30 years old and some younger friends. We became really, really close friends in her eyes but inside I loved her deeply and still do. I could not dare to tell her because I felt like such an old man around her and her friends. Like a creep. Like a weirdo. I wondered, while at the bars and parties with her and her friends. "what the hell am I doing here?" and "I don't belong here." This song. Amazing. Relevant to me. And brings up emotions that I haven't felt since.