It's really hard when you know he lost it na but just can't say it. Painful though but there's nothing I can do but move on a day at a time knowing that when I wake up nothing's the same anymore and only miracle can bring you back to the past. I still love him and I know it's going to take time for me to completely heal and live the life I had before him. It's so true pilitin mo man kng talagang wala na, wala na talaga, you'll just have to give up and let go.