My mom dedicated this song to me when I was a little girl because she had a hard time with her depression like I do but she cared for me and I love her so much and I don't want to lose her she means the world to me she had cancer when I was 1 years old but every single day she push herself to help me and my 2 siblings I think god for her every day. Then one day I was in foster care until I was 12 years old but when I got back in foster care I was in a facility for a year and a month then I got out and now I am in a group home in Sedalia Missouri now I am 18 almost 19 but I been there for my mom every since she had cancer but she fought her cancer now she does not have it anymore but I got to love my mom because she been there for me since I was a baby.

This song means the world to me because it reminds me of this guy I met a long time ago his name was Clifford and I haven't seen him for a long time until I was 14 years old he was my first crush for some reason we stop talking.