There are so many ways to lose someone. Sometimes its something that cannot be helped and other times you know that you have yourself to blame. However what hurts the most is knowing that you could have been the happiest you can ever be with someone but also knowing you will never get the chance to be this happy again. And at times you can't help but stop and remind yourself and you wonder with that sinking feeling that almost paralyses you. What could have been. That hurts the most.