This song represents everything I'm feeling and going through right now. I've spent the last 6 months of my life with a man whos temper, anger, and fists coupled with our addictions made our relationship absolutely toxic. He was arrested last saturday (8/2/08) on our 6 month anniversary and I haven't been able to talk to him since then do the seriousness of the dv charges. I am still very much in love with him and while I don't want him to get off scott free I don't want to be the one who sends him to prison. The first time we will get to see each other is this friday the 15th in the courtroom and were gonna be sitting on opposite sides. I'm the victim hes the defendent. I think he needs counseling and I would love to see him get the help he needs. And yes I'm still praying for the fairytale ending. Right now though I wouldnt be able to move without the this song.