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up high surrounded by the sun
One million branches and she loves every one
Mom and dad, did you search for me?
I've been up here for so long I'm going crazy
And
I always thought of this line as a message that this girl's parents were disconnected with her and therefore she didn't feel the love she gives off to other people in her life. She had one million reasons to hate everything, but yet she loves everyone. She wants to know what happens when she dies. Will her parents even notice? These things make her feel like she is literally crazy.