My boyfriend and I have been together for six years. As his self-employment became unemployment, he became more and more angry. I could never do anything right. After finding a job just to pay the bills, he was still bitter because he hated his job. He's found a new job that requires him to travel at least 4 out of 7 days a week. I'm alone every day. We've never broken up, and we've never been engaged. We talk about marriage, but the more I'm with him, the less I want to get married. It makes me wonder if maybe we're not meant to be.