I'm the one who has to go. I don't want to go but you want me to so that's what I am going to do. In life there is no guarntees. I know you wil move on and I am so afraid I have loved you for so long albert I don't know how to live without you but I am going to go do what I have to make a better life hopefully for us but if not then at least for me I pray you will be there when I am done I love you please don't forget me.