So far, moving on and forgetting the feelings for my special someone is the most challenging thing in my entire life. The had thing being known as a strong person is that people around you pressume that you can handle anything, that the terms "tears", "brokenheart", and "loneliness" is beyond your vocab list. Its hard to show your true feeling, its hard to admit that the person you're trying to forget is the same person whom you wish you will share your entire life with. Pain in my heart song is really a temptous song. The lyrics trigger me to encourage myself to forget everything about him, specially the chorus part where it says " I don't want to remember the things we used to do, all the things that reminds me of you, i don't want to hear the songs, the songs we used to sing, coz i don't wanna feel the pain in my heart",. Straightly telling me to forget. Forget. Forget. But there's remains a single question. "HOW?"

Does it make sense to say "i love you" before leaving the person you truly love? I doubt. Why do you need to leave him if you still love him? And why do you need to be left by someone who still love you. Love usually get around the sphere of complications. Yes, love hurts when it didn't work, but its on your hand for love to go on a perfect harmony. There's only two things. Assure your self if you really don't love that person, don't hesitate to ask your heart, for only your heart can give the perfect answer and secure remedy. Ironically, I can't bite on the things which I'm trying to share. I still love him but I need to leave him.