This song is explains it all for me. This guy and me used to be like best friends and we were really close. Like, laugh at all eachothers jokes close even when you don't get them. And I ruined it all just because I started falling head over heels for him and all he wanted to be was friends. After that, everything was awkward. The last time we talked normally was when he asked me what I wished for, and I hid what I really wanted and we sort of just talked seriously. And now he goes to a different school and it was his choice to leave. I see him a lot when my bus stops at his house to pick up his younger sister, but he ignores me and at first I didn't and I would wave and say hi and what not but now. Bleh.