"And even if it takes a lifetime of trust To build something strong, what happens to us With all our faiths buried inside, somewhere..." In spite of all of our lessons that we learned in our different experiences in life which is supposed to be enough to use all of these things as a tool to make us stronger and to give comfort ourselves when it comes the moment of bitterness, and yet we didn't know how to use it. But in my own experiences, especially when my wife, her illness becomes getting worse, that something everything for me was gradually lesser and lesser everyday to embrace for hoping someday will happen for her getting better. During the times of her medications and undergo for dialysis I'm starting to accept to myself those things that really I don't like to be happening, because I know and I feel that sooner or later someday there will happen much more than a nightmare for me. The theme of nature was really strong and no one can't hold it. And the nightmare has come. With all my preparations that are really hard to do just to make me stronger and to understand what is going to, everything was turned into nothing and waste. In my own point of view about the song, no one in this world, no one have a power over our emotions.