It's hard when you have to choose between lovelife and family. Like what happened to me, I gave my 6years relationship because my family needs me a thousand miles away from him. I said to my self "carry on" coz I know I could never move on. But all of a sudden things changed when I'm away. Then I realized I haven't given myself a treat for more than 6 years. All I did was all for him. Now I realize, we need to part our ways for me to realize that I'm on my way to a great mistake if I never leaved. I felt refreshed and reborned. Doing things for myself for my happiness and satisfaction. Freedom like a bird flying in the sky without
traffic lights! That's what I feel now!