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of reality, perception falls, feels so empty.
Cold sweats, the pain, skin crawls, the shame.
Please save me, please save me!
This is the way I wanted to live,
But you know, I was scared of the world,
Praying it all would go away.
[Outro]
This is explained how the drugs made him feel, and that he can't stop/end his addiction. He wants someone to help him and he is crying out for help. He also thought the drugs would help him be happier and take away his stress, but it ended up messing his life up more.