This song is about a woman who has gone through a break up or suffered the loss of the man that she was in love with. Because of this, she tries to do what anyone in her situation would do, which is try to stay as busy as possible, but she does it in a self destructive way. She engages in meaningless sex with multiple people that she truly doesn't care for because being miserable with company is better than being alone with your thoughts. But the thing about it is, you can get as high as you'd like on drugs and life, but at the end of the day, the person she truly wants to be with is never there. And that will always hurt.