I guess the whole suicidal thing and wantin gto be with his girl could be true but mine is a bit more unique I guess. I view it as a bad relationship where he is kinda stuck with this person he feels isn't right for him and he wants to carry on with his own life whether the other side of the fence is better or not. He wants to live his own life and find himself because it has gone too far and is becoming destructive to some level. I don't belong here could refer to the environment the abusive relationship that has manifested and moving on from the afterlife is like moving on from the bad memories. Maybe not what its really about but thast how I view it, friggin sick song!