My name is cathrine. No one understands me they push me around and pretend I don't have any feelings. I mean imagine how you would feel. I cry every night and pull myself together enough to deal with the day with no tears. I don't cry in front of anyone anymore because tears show weakness. I know that I i'm not perfect or popular at all. I don't even think I could win a race if I tried. One thing I am sure of is that I will show people who I am one day. I will have a life so they can hurt me and break my heart now. I'll keep my eyes down and head up in the clouds. I really want to be noticed but how?