I love this song and I love this guy with all my heart. This was the same guy I have loved many years ago who then hurt and left me in pain. At my young age, I suffered. But fate led us to see each other again and the saddest part I found myself loving him again. I hate this feeling because I don't want to feel that same pain again. But then I realized he was my first love and my one true love as well. It's just so sad I'm loving him in silence because I'm not free anymore. I may not be happy in my entire life, it doesn't matter as long as he has found his own happiness. This is my story.