It's like being in love with someone, and you know that the love isn't going to last. You want, crave, need, that love, even if it means it's going to end bad for you. But every time it ends, every time it 'explodes' you find yourself crawling back for more, because you're always drawn back to how great it makes you feel. You know from the very beginning that it's not going to end well, but you don't care, because all you want is that moment when all you have is the other person. When you crave something so amazing, yet so deadly, it becomes addictive, a way of living and your only means of surviving - parker!
{i wrote this ages ago! }