I've been throw heart ache. Something I never want to have to do again. There was a reason for everything he did wrong. When he through away my trust he made it hard for me to trust anyone else, in the end it didn't work out. Then I found a new flame even though he re-lit the fire he couldn't heal the scares. I was soo afraid that I would mess it up, I do everything I can to make him happy an its crazy to know that his bein through hurt just like me, we perfect for each other we have this connection like no one I know, but we have these days it makes me think maybe I was meant to travel this life solo. But at the end of the day I just let it all go an give him all I have left!