Here's Priscilla Ann and I don't know if are., Martinez will ever read this. Where should I start. As I sit here and type, I have a knot in my throat and my heart hurts. This is just one song that I really enjoyed listening to for some reason when are., Martinez was in my life. The love and emotion we shared with one another seemed so true and he was so real. Yes, he is still living, I hope. All I know is that there was a misunderstanding/disturbance of course, point is, there is no response to my calls nor emails. All over some feeling of confusion that I believe was bottled up inside him (are., Martinez). I can go on and on and on (venting here, sorry peeps). Soon after we discussed the lyrics to this song, his loving sister, Valerie passes away in a tragic car accident. Of course I was there for him and in my heart and prayers, still am. I am missing him so much and I don't know when there will be complete closure. Prayer has kept me strong and I must continue to be strong for myself and my well being. Missing you. And this song is awesome!