This song Back To December means alot to me. It talks of things that you one day have and the next they're not there, you know. Honestly, the word I most use (when I'm talking to myself) is "if". But I can't take my words or actions back now, you know. It just brings forward the bitter memories now. So now whenever I listen to this song I have this regret of the wrong things that I've done and I have a deep desire that the people whom I've wronged do forgive me.