I was married at 15 to a now 34 year old father of our two boys. We were married about 4 years. I cheated on him and he forgave me, but the guilt of what I did was over whelming. I could no longer look this beautiful man in the eyes and truely say that I loved him. So I ended up leaving, taking our two boys with me. I had crushed his world. And over the years I have come to be closer to him as friends. Just recently I told him that I loved him very much, and he said that he isn't ready for a relationship now. That I have hurt him and lied to him, but I thought we were past that. It seems he is not. So this song I dearly love it speaks my heart to him in every word. Whatever It Takes.