I agree with l4diim3cc4 disturbia is about abuse. (be careful of what you get yourself into because once you go through with it there is no turning back" your mind's in disturbia, it's like the darkness is the light.) It so strange how abuse changes ur thoughts about life and love. She's not being destructive abuse is destructive. She is working out her issues and she has the perfect way to work thru it music. I'm sorry she had to go thru it and I too hope that her songs become lighter again in her time. It nice to be able to relate to her and those unheathy thoughts but not to get caught up and keep them alive in us.