To me, i feel like she saying in the versus all of the things to him to actually hide how shes really feeling..she really feeling the complete opposite of what shes saying. that's the "truth is I'm dishonest" part. Everything that is said in her versus are lies to him so he doesn't think shes a mess over him. the second verse "When I touch me, I'm more than someone else I don't even think about you Reminisce it, wish I had it 'Cause it wasn't even that good Wasn't even that good Forget you, I can't forget you" To me this verse is screaming the opposite of what shes saying! Shes talking about having an intimate moment with herself, and expressing how she doesn't think about him, and it wasn't even that good. In her moments of intimacy, she actually is thinking of him, because together they were that good. Unforgettable craving... I believe that this song is all about NOT saying how we really feel when we love someone so deeply, and by doing so, we live with the pain of missing everything about them. True connection that she knows that she wont find anyone else hike him...