I'm not sure what this song is about either, but recently my relationship with a girl I loved so much had to end because her parents simply just wouldn't allow it. we would secretly go on little dates together, lay and hold each other on the hills while giving intense eye contact with comfortable silence, id kiss her everywhere and we would even hide in a bathroom stool so we can listen to music and hold each other, we even carved a heart and put up our names on the wall. further more, I went to go to her house without her parents knowing even though there are so many risks, I still did it simply because I loved her so much and I wanted to have her in my arms, we did so much in a span of 4 months and we were tied to the hip, we couldn't stop talking to each other and we even had big smiles on our faces while arguing. sadly it all had to end, it was putting such a mental strain on her knowing we would never have proper dates and do all the couple stuff we wanted to do because her parents would not allow it. we are still bestfriends and we are romantically attached to each other, we were each others first true love, and that's what really hurts, we still love each other but it has to end and its out of our control. we don't regret anything we did and we will forever hold on to the things we had. we are still so young and things could change in the future, whether we get back together or stay overly romantic best friends for now honesty time will tell but she'll always be my first love and she'll be all the good things that I miss.