Voice in the beginning is saying 'But the rest of the dead lived not again until the thousand years were finished. This is the first resurrection. ' I think the general idea of the song is that everything he (be it oli or another member of the band) gets involved with goes wrong. 'So wrap your arms around me, and leave me on my own. ' So while he longs for lover etc once people have shown it he wants them to leave before they get hurt. Something like that.