It is true. I am the waiting one. Seems that I will always be. I shall miss my D. Perhaps another time. Perhaps another life. Because it's all in the dna. I don't know why I can't ever be enough. What should I do? What can I do but wait? Wait and bleed. For I am the waiting one. And I will love dean more than he will ever know, for he is gone. I can't reach him anymore. I am the waiting one.