I'm not 18 (Not that age really matters). Love, is love, no matter the relation or age. I lost my fiance 9 1/2 yrs ago. He died in his sleep. (Peacefully) he had not been sick so it was very unexpected. After almost 10 yrs my heart still aches badly. This song makes me cry everytime I hear it. I grabs my heart. It's so hard to accept that the one you love is gone forever. I still can't bring myself to fall in love again. I'm still in love with him. I just wait for the day we meet again---For eternity.