Pouya – I'm Alive lyrics

[Verse 1]

My life is a rollercoaster of emotions
Home is with you, when without you I feel like I'm homeless
Don’t miss out on my love
Holdin' grudges never got me nowhere
So I let it all go [?] how the fuck do I love someone else?
But I know I want you
Never been the one to beat around the bush
So do you want me too?
Everyday closer to my casket
Time wasted waitin', debatin’ on you but savin' my breath
Communicatin' late nights when I'm up pacin' back and forth
Baby you don't wanna be mine, then why you calling me all the time
Playin' with my mind, takin' advantage knowin’ that I’m fragile
Well-spoken, but I'm broken
Hopin’ you would not leave my heart frozen
Feelin' like I'm close to explodin'
Floatin’ through the rivers in the oceans 'till I'm gone

[Chorus]

I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah yeah
I'ma ride with my baby girl nina tucked under my belt
You know I
Just wanna get by
Don't wanna feel nothin' inside
Swallow my pride
Let a bitch ride
Let her get high
Let her get all of me, yuh


I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah yeah
I'ma ride with my baby girl nina tucked under my belt
You know I
Just wanna get by
Don't wanna feel nothin' inside
Swallow my pride
Let a bitch ride
Let her get high
Let her get all of me, yuh

[Verse 2]
I can't have no artificial love
I need that real, genuine love above anything
Baby you fuckin' with a trust fund
Baby fuck boy ain't never been through a thang
And I, felt pain that I never wanted to feel
And I, seen thangs I ain't never wanted to see
And I just want someone to want me to be me
Balls deep in a bitch like
I got what you need, baby leave it to me
You'll see what I mean when you give me the time
Mind corrupted from a past
I get into it knowin' it won't last
But I'm co-dependent

Baby Bone can't be alone
Panic attacks at home so where do I go now
The lone wolf left his comfort zone
And opened up the door for whores to let it run its course
Of course I know love is torture
Never been known to do what I'm supposed to
So I left it all
Invested all my time in you
Before I knew if it was mutual
Please don't give me a reason to leave
I need ya
And I know I can't keep up with ya
Guess I really gotta give up on ya


[Chorus]

I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah yeah
I'ma ride with my baby girl nina tucked under my belt
You know I
Just wanna get by
Don't wanna feel nothin' inside
Swallow my pride
Let a bitch ride
Let her get high
Let her get all of me, yuh

I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah yeah
I'ma ride with my baby girl nina tucked under my belt
You know I
Just wanna get by
Don't wanna feel nothin' inside
Swallow my pride
Let a bitch ride
Let her get high
Let her get all of me, yuh