Yui – Again lyrics

I have to apologize ahh I'm sorry
I couldn't explain it well, so I left you worrying

Everything I carried that day Everything I'll carry tomorrow
I won't place it in order
For you to understand, I softly closed my eyes
I can see the things I don't even want to see

Through each and every bend, on this winding road I've tried to stay on my feet.
And now I've fallen, but I still should be chasing after my dream.
The sky that I lost sight of is what i'll seek, even though I know that its not as though I want to go back to the past.
I was putting up the expectation that people would understand that I was a victim of this regretful act.
These tears will never end the sins, I
Tryand hide I will always bear the pain.
Trapped here in this maze of emotion, who is it I'm waiting for.
I feel honesty beckoning me forward.
To record these thoughts in my white notebook.
Don't know what but I'm running from something.
Is it reality.
We live for something, some sort of purpose.
But I've seem to forgotten it in the dead night, yeah.
My tactless words proved the way I handled wasn't right.
And now I've no place to return.
Is it to early, this part of my life, to forget all those memories (I'm on the way).
Why is it so hard to,.
Just accept all the pain inside.
I must apologize, for everything I ever did, I'm sorry.
I didn't say the right things, and I made you feel so uneasy.
I will embrace today tightly, just as I will embrace tomorrow, even though I know they may not, play in sequence.
I tried to understand what happened by closing my eyes and looking into what can't be seen by anyone else, and then I knew.
I will propose a start to the end now.
Let's try and end all those foolish rumors.
Face it dead-on, but we won't settle anything if you lie to me.
So now it's stirring in the red heart of mine.
Rushing through my body, anticipating.
I think I'm ready to finally face that thing called reality.
We live for something, some sort of purpose.
But I still feel like shouting it out, can you hear me.
My tactless words proved the way I handled things wasn't right.
And now I've no place to return.
I'm grateful for your love, so I will become strong.
For the ones that I hold dear to me (I'm on the way).
Somewhere on that road, will face all my enemies.
How can I proceed on when, the doors are all locked, can I open them up.
The story has started without me so now it's to late, and I can't turn around.
Please open your eyes, please open your eyes.
Is it to early, this part of my life, to forget all those memories.
I will return to the past so I can fix the things that I left undone.
One more time.
We live for something, some sort of purpose.
But I still feel like shouting it out, can you hear me.
My tactless words proved the way I handled things wasn't right.
And now I've no place to return.
I'm grateful for your love, so I will become strong,.
For the ones that I hold dear to me (I'm on the way).
Why is it so hard to, just accept all the pain inside.