Toni Gonzaga – It Had To Be You lyrics

We started as friends but we almost became more than that. Nobody dared to name what we had then. We just enjoyed what we had then and he told me later on that we are feeling the same way towards each other. It's just that he can't let our relationship take a step higher than our friendship coz he's confused and he doesn't want to hurt me. But he came in his life and he fell for him. I stepped aside coz I didn't know what to do. He did not tell anything to me. He assumed he can hide it all from me but I know better. But I did not confronted him coz I have no right and I was a coward. I'm afraid to hear it from him. We are just friends. In the first place I already know the fact that he is like that. But I accepted him nevertheless. But how can I compete with a man when I'm a woman? I gave him space but it felt that he already let go of me. Even our friendship. Then she came in. She gave him the everything that I gave him back then, the comfort, advices, she made him feel better when he's having problems with him and eventually he fell for her. He was caught in the middle of choosing her or him. Later on, he chose what's right. He chose her. And I was like. It should have been me. Just because I gave him space gave her the opportunity to replace me. Then I realized, I was wrong. There was nothing to replace coz I never reached the place she has right now with him. I envy her. But I let him go coz with her is where he's happy. As his friend, I want him to be happy. Even if his happiness is not with me:((.