Jed Madela – The Past lyrics

Sometimes, we do some things that hurt the persons we love because they've hurt us too. This song is in the persona of those persons which have realized their mistakes after the person who loves them hurts them back in rebellion. We, people, tend to save our prides by avenging, if not holding grudges, towards the people who hurts us the most. It's more common in the relationships of those people that have humongous egos.

This song reminds me of my bf. The truth of the matter is till now, I'm still not totally healed. It's been almost a year since we parted ways, however, I must admit that I still love him to this very moment. He left me for another woman, so how can I forgive him? Few months back, he tried to win me back but I think I am behind stupid na tlga if I am going to give him another chance. Ayoko mgpakamartyr. Though mhal ko parin xa. Di ko kaya. I hope I am able to move on and delete him completely in my heart and my mind.!

My biggest regret in my life was the day I let him go. I was given a second chance to set things right, but I was too fool not to grab that opportunity. I thought I didn't love him anymore and I loved another guy so I just let him walk away. He just decided to leave us, me and my baby. Now that I finally realize that I really loved him so much. But it was too late because he didn't want to come back to us. I already broke up with the other guy because I don't love him pala. What I have now is the regret, the past which we shared and once makes me happy.

Past? Naranasan ko na yon as isang babae na mahalnamahal ko. Akala ko cya na talaga. Piro niloko pala nya ako.
The fact gusto kung sirain ang buhay ko dahil Hindi ko kaya na mawala cya sa akin. Piro Mali. Ako.
Past is past. And I deserved na maging matapang. So meet new frnd. And I found a true frnd na naging. Bestfrnd ko. Hangang I finally fund a right girl. Mabait at mapagmahal. And that was my best friend. And now will be my wife. She was pregnant. And I love my wife so much.

This song was very meaningful though we have to move on with. We can't rely the fact that if we love we hurt. The most important is you have to be brave face the reality and be ready for all the consequences that happens. I've been hurt once twice tries but still I'm ready to fall in love again.
John, you know how much I love you. And I don't know if you still love me too after 1 year without communication. I just wish you are happy now.

Baka darating ang tym nah kaya q nang patawarin ang ex q, but at this tym hndi pah ehhhh, expect d unexpected. I never expect nah lulukuhin nia aq, I thought xa nah ang lalaki nah makakasama q habang buhay, kahibanhgan lng pala un, sabi nga ng mother q,(forget d past ang make it as a challenge n ur life, ipakita muh s kanya nah hndi xa malaking kawalan s buhay muh, hndi lng xa ang lalaki s mundo hndi xa deserving s pagmamahal muh,.)I've learn a lot from my past, kasalan q kc dahil ng mahal aq ng subra wala nh akung natira sa sarili q, the best thing to do right now is to move on and forget him, sana, magawa q.

Past: isang pagkakamali kung bakit ko pa nakilala ang lalaking gumawa ng kawalang hiyaan sa aking nadaramang pag ibig sa kanya. May 2, 2015, pinuntahan ko talaga siya sa laguna at kinomfront ko siya. Nagulat siya kung bakit nakarating ako don, at bakit alam ko pinagtatrabahuan niya. Ang dami ko sinabi, siya kakaunti lng ang sagot kasi guilty siya. Pagkatapos naming mag usap, umiyak tlaga ako. Sa ngayun hirap pa din akong patawarin siya. Malapit na akong makapag move on.

Nagkaron ako ng bf and it lasted for almost 6 years. Marami ang ngyari na sobra akong nasaktan. Nndian ung pambabalewala, pambababae mga masasakit na salita pag ng. Aaway kami, sobra akong nahirapan dahil sa katayuan nia sa buhay kumbaga naging financer niya ako sa lahat ng bagay. Ramdam ko mahal naman nia ako pero hnd sapat para ayusin nia ung buhay nia. And then one day bgla na lng siya nawala ng mga ilang buwan. And then bumalik siya pero alm ko sa sarili ko na pagod na ako. Nakipaghiwalay ako sa knya At ngaun wala akong maalalang masa2yang bagay sa nakaraan nung kami pa nrealized ko puro aq lang ang nagbigay. At kng hnd aq nkipaghiwalay cguro hnd ako mggng masaya ngaun sa boyfrend na sobra akong inaalagaan nire2speto at minamahal. Sa lahat ng nasaktan huwag kau matakot magmahal muli dahil hnd pare preho ang tao. Kung may isang bagay man sa mundo ang hindi kayang maibento ng sinuman cguro un ung time machine. Walang sinuman ang pwedeng makabalik sa nakaraan para maitama ang lahat. At wala ring maka2punta sa hinaharap para kontrolin un. Sa palagay ko ang pinakamasayang buhay ay ang kasalukuyan. Pwedeng mo ung kontrolin at baguhin. Ung ngyari sa past maybe it is Gods way para matuto tau. Mga lessons na mga2mit ntin ngaun at sa hinaharap.

Outch! The song breaks my broken heart., it reaminds me of him. I thought kahit anong mangyari, ako lang ang mamahalin ng taong minahal ko ng sobra., but suddenly, one day nalaman ko na may nililigawasn siyang iba. It really hurts me a lot kasi promise nya sa akin noon na his love for me will be forever and I believed him kasi nga I Love him. It has been 3 months since I broke up with him but the pain was here parin sa heart ko, maybe, I can forget him someday but I'm sure I can't forget the memories we've shared and di ko rin makaklimutan ang ginawa nya. Siguro nga, love always hurt. I need to accept the reality na were not meant for each other.
Hey you, I still Love you despite of what you have done but I can't be somebody na magpapakatanga sayo at balikan ka. But I hope someday, we'll be friend Like what we used to and I really hope na happy ka na nyaun. Na happy kayo ngayun.

I was be able to trapped at the past of my boyfriend, di ko kc mtanggap at the beginning he's hiding his past on me. Nang malaman ku na may baby cxa but di naman cla kasal halos gumuho ang mundo ku bkit kung kelan pa iam totally deeply in love with him. Takenote he seems to be my first boyfriend. But despite of all the odds here we are going strong and forgetting the past starting the new story with me!

I love ds song bcoz I rmember d postponed break up dat e had of my bf I was been so hurt and jelous dat tme bcoz sawing his account wed a usernme of der ex mkes my heart break n2 pieces. Dats why I planned 2 break him up bcoz I thought he does'nt love me but I was wrong he luvs me so much dats why I hav regretted dat I've done 2 break up with him.

Wen sum1 hurt you, he doesn't respect you. D xa bagay e forgv. Dapat parusahan. Parang better me masyado nuh>>> I can relate kz. My fiancee had mistaken b4 soa what I did. I never quit on him, but every single day of our lives. Pinaparamdam ko sa kanya how painful being hurted. It was 3 yrs then, til now we stl together. I'm giving him 5 yrs, f he survive dn his forgiven. I knw I'm being tough but we both ned 8. He shld eat his own grass for him 2 know what is true love is., now I know his learning. I stl love naman him kaya I what him to change.

Hayzzz. Ang ganda nang song alam nyo naranasan ko na rin ang ganyang bagay pero ok pa rin kasi hindi naman lahat masaya ka ehh kaya ito lng ang masasabi ko kung gusto nyong gumanti sa inyng bf or gf huwag nyo nang gawit kasi kung mahal mo talaga sya hayaan nyo lng. At intindihin nyo nalng baka may problema sya or kayo na hindi nya gustong gawin nyo. Or baka ayaw nyang sinasakal mo sya. Thanks. Kung naintindihan nyo ang post ko gawin nyo kung gusto nyo. Sa inyo na yan kung gusto nyo.

Juliet: At this day 8/26/2010, my ex-boyfriend gave me this song so that I will remember him wherever I go. 1998 nung nagbreak up kmi, its been 12 years ago pero until now, masakit p din ang nararamdaman ko s kanya. Dahil siya ung 1st love ko. Naiiyak ako s lyrics, dahil totoong di kmi nagkatuluyan dahil s nag-revenge ako s kanya. Ngaung naabot ko n mga pangarap ko, alam kong may kulang p din. Siya dahil di n siya bhgi ng tagumpay ko ngaun. Slmat s pagtxt mo s celpon ko pr lang sbihin ang kantang eto ay iniaalay mo s akin. Kahit may iba k nang mahal ngaun, alam kong deep inside mahal p din kita.

Such a nice song. Yes sometimes is so hard to forget the past, but we have too, I hate guys becoz they hurt me so many times in adifferent ways, then now I'm such a bad girl I want to revenge to all of them, now I felt that I'm like rock I don't feel anything to all the guy who court even to my boyfriend, I know its bad.

Sobrang nakakarelate ako sa song na'to, coz I dedicated this song to my first love na talagang cya lang ang iniyakan ko. We both know that mahirap ang sitwasyon namin sa ngayon pero dahil sa the past lumalakas ang loob ko na ipaglaban ang nararamdaman naming 2, bahala na c God dahil pinagtagpo nya ulit kami cguro he has purpose. Beh I just I want you to know watever happens d2 lang ako. Thank you for the love lam ko mahirap ang sitwasyon, but ur trying and doing ur best para maayos ang lahat. Gudluck sa ating 2 and Godbless us. Love you beh.

Alam mo natatakot sa ating pagkikita lalo na ako pero hangga kailan na mangangapa tayo sa dilim nagbabakasakali sa mga damadamin natin mas masakit ang makaraan pero mas madilim ang pupuntahan natin sabi mo wag ako bibitaw pagsubok lang ito pero nag2 isip ako ng ang meaning ng the past ay nabagay sa amin ng una kong minahal ang aking asawa mga pagkukulang, kamalian niya ganoon din sa ako maraming bagay na mali sa amin pareho nuong una dahil sa mga bata pero tumatagal nararamdaman namin na nagdon pa din ang pagmamahal. Pero papaano ka na umaasa pa rin na magiging maayos tayo ayoko iyan ka pero ayoko din iwan family ako. Magulo pero malalaman din dito kung ano mangyayari. Ito ang paraan para mailalabas ang nasa isip ko mabawasan ang dalahin ng puso ko. Salamat sa lyricsmode nasasabi ko lahat ng gosto ko sabihin.,

Last 22nd of December '08 my mobile rang and I picked it up and said "HELLO"! Surprisingly, it was my ex-bf. I did not even expect any phone call from him. Our conversation lasted about 12 minutes.
Till now, I can't get rid of him in my heart. In January of 2008, he left me for another woman. When I learnt the news, it really collapsed my entire world. It made me sick and stayed in my room for about 4 days. I hidden myself from him for about 4 months and yes I recovered but the love I felt for him refused to go yet I have accepted the fact that it's over. Around May of 2008, I see him again. Pretending that everything is fine and that I have moved on already(opposite from what I exactly felt).
We talked (the very first time). He apologized for what he'd done to me and again I was pretending that it's okay & said to him "APOLOGY ACCEPTED"and I refused to discuss or listen the reason he wants to explained how, what and why things happened!
He attempted to fix things between us but I wasn't convinced. And things gettin' worse. We keep on throwing nasty words against each other. Using other people to hurt each other. I realized that it didn't help, instead I concentrate my job and the truth >>until now I still love him>>!

This song reminds me of my ex boyfriend. At 1st frens pa kmi after our break ups. His my mentor. I really loved him tlga. I dnt knw what to do without him. B4 I live without him but now its to tough. B4 hye stop our communication were in good terms nmn nun eh. Wlang away na ngyari. I wonder tlga what happen to him. Maybe di na nya gus2 na masira q pa ang family nya. Ika2sal na rw xa sa girl na nabuntis nya na hnd rw nya mahal ika nya. Wen the tym he confess me abt that imbes na magalit aq minahal ko xa ng sobra. I am very supportive and understanding sa mahal ko. I really missed him so much. I'm looking forward that 1 of this days he will communicate me. Kht frens nlng kmi I'm still hoping taht no changes tlga. He is ahead for me for 8yrs. Alagad xa ng batas. Everytime I heared this song I can remember the day taht we rae together our bonding time. I knw taht he still heaved feelings to me. I can see through his eyes but he was forced to marry the girl dhil sa father ng girl. Napikot ang ex bf ko.

It's about my Bf and I. We just celebrated our 1st year anniversary last May 13, 2015. And what's the best gift that we received is that I'm 3 months pregnant. Kahit npaka moody ko at lagi ko syang inaaway he never left my side. He stayed. And that makes me loved him even more :).

Ung akala mo sya na, pero hndi pala. For almost 1year naging mabuti xa sakn at akala ko kilala na nmen ang isat isa. I expect to be her wife and suddenly he cheated. Nov 25, 2014 monthsary nmen nag date pa kami pero 22 pa lng my gf na xa. Hnd ko alam kong pano nya yun nagawa. Then 1day hndi n xa nag paparamdam. Hndi ko alam wng anong problema but I try to fix it may utang daw xa and qng ano. Then nagkatx kami tintawagn ko xa hindi ako napagod kontakin xa atlast nagtxt xa just to say tama na daw, hnd na daw sya masaya hindi na daw nya ako mahal, pero hnd ako pumayag so confront him may nakapag sabi kasi sakn na my gf na xa. Kahit na umaandar yung bus hinabol ko para maabutan xa then I talk to him but he deny na my gf na xa sobrang umuwi ako akala ko ok na kami hnd pa pala. Hnd xa ulit nagparamdam then 1 day december 16, 2015 nagtx xa para sabihin na "wala na kami" nagalit ako sa kanila kahit sa family nya hangang sa dumating yung point na nag kakaaway na kmi, demanda at nag babalikan n ng gamit. Kaya mas mabuti na siguro na binolock na nila ako sa facebook. After 2mons na nakakamove na ako, anjan yung mga manliligaw then we post a picture togethr on facebook. 1day someone calling on me, sino daw yung kasama ko si Xbf pala ang tumawag, he acting like a jealous then so on nagkaroon kami ng kontak for almost a month kahit my gf xa we decided na mag meet. But before kami mag meet I notice na something wrong sa katawan ko "buntis pala ako" so when we meet nagtry kami mag P. T and its positive. We decided na mag sama ulit just for sake of our baby but hndi nya padin magawa sabihin ito sa gf nya naging ok kami 4 half a month madals umuwi sya sa haus coz ee liv in together nung kami pa, naniwala ako ulit sa pangako nya, naniwala ulit ako ba mahal nya ako ulit. Then 1day nag chat sakn ung gf nya, nagka komprontahan di ko alam qng ano isasagot ko sa kanya dahil ayoko tlga makasakit, kaya sinabi ko na lng na wala nakong balak na balikan xa even khit my baby pa,(deep inside gusto ko pa) magulo na ulit sitwasyon nmen pero yung gf nya keep me pushing to decide na, ksi ok lng dw sa kanya na mag let go. Pero wala ako maisagot, kinabukasan yung girl nagtxt sakn nakapag usap na daw sila ni xbf, they both decided na icontinue qng anung meron sila but isusupport daw ako financially. Sobrang sakit sakn ng nangyare, akala ko kaming dalawa ng anak ko ang pipiliin hindi pala. Pinili nya yung gf nya, binigay ko ulit ang sarili ko, naniwala ako, after all that I been done through sya padn pala at hindi kami ng anak ko. Maskit pero inixpect ko din yun. Nag disisyon na lng akong hindi na magkaroon ng ugnayan sa kanila kahit sa family nya. Salamat po! Abby m.

Based on my past relationship. Misundersatnding and jealousy, these are just 2 of many reasons that weaken the strong bond of love such as trust, loyalty and etc. These caused the problem in my past relationship. We broke up but a day after, we talked and discussed what had just happened in our relationship. We still love each other but we're afraid that it will never work again. And we agreed on 3 things, that we must give ourselves a try, and avoid to commit the same mistakes. And lastly try to fix it before it gets worse. It should not be like our daily routine, because it'll just get boring.
This song I believe doesn't just talk about bad memories of a past relationship or but also how you can prevent this from happening again once you learn to forgive and forget.

Past whether we like it or not, will always be a part of us. Forgetting the past is a difficult task (almost impossible to do, unless qng mgka-amnesia tayo). We can remember the past as much as we can, but we have to make it sure to learn from those things and not to bring it back.! Kelangan natin ang lesson from the past sa present and to prepare for the future. Leave the past, press on to the present, and be ready fro the future. I love the people from my past, masakit man o masayang memories tini-teasure qoe ^_^.

Sometimes there are certain things that are very difficult to understand but need to accept. Its so hard to forget the past and forgive the person who hurt us especially if we do really love that person. Pero darating ang point na gusto nating gumanti para maramdaman nya kung gaano kasakit ang ginawa nya kahit pa sabihing past na un., like with my own experience, he is my boyfriend for 5 years then nalaman ko na niloloko pala nya ako, at kasama pa nya sa trabaho. Galit na galit ako sa kanya, at inaway ko talaga siya at yung girl, nakipag break ako sa kanya, pero nag makaawa siya na bigyan ko pa daw siya ng last chance at di nya kayang mawala ako sa kanya, so sabi ko sa kanya, sige pero gagantihan ko yung girl, sasabihin ko sa kanya kung ano gusto ko sabihin sa kanya. Pumayag naman siya at inaya nya ako magpakasal just to prove n mahal talaga nya ako. Ngayon may baby na kami but though sometimes naalala ko pa rin ang ginawa nyang panloloko sakin, talagang nagagalit parin pero wala ako magawa ako coz I need to forget the past and forgive my husband for the sake of our family. Faithful nanaman siya sakin ngayon pero bakit ganito parin nararamdaman ko. I do really hate myself to feel this.

Super ganda ng song na 2. Kya lg my kali2han lg aq I don't know kng bakit.
, my bf like this song a lot. At d q alam kng love parin nya past nya o aq na present nya. Haiz. Nkakali2 talga. But no matter g anu man ung importante sa kanya. Kng nd pa sxa nka muv. On sa past nya i'll give what he wants. Kc mahal q sxa kahit na i'll be hurt a lot I nedd to accept it. Just to make him happy. Even na aq ung masaktan. Ganyan aq magmahal ehhh)-:

Alam mo jade. Hangang ngayon kaw parin ang laman ng puso ko. Masakit para skin ang nag kahiwalay tau. Pinag palit mo lang ako sa ka schoolm8 ko pa, kaw kc ang dahilan kong bkit favorite ko tong music na ito. Kong para sau ok lang na nag kahiwlay tau, pero s'kin napakahirap tlaga. Kaw ang dhilan kong bkit wla ng lalaking sneseryoso ko ngayon. 8 months na jade. Ang lumipas. Kaw pa rin ang lalaki sa puso ko. I don't know when I'm fall in love again. Cgoro eto nah yong pnahon na dapat na tlaga na ktang klimotan. The past nga. Tlaga jade. Kong saan kman now. I hope happyka with ur gf. Tnx 4 the memories jade. Ito lang masabi ko. I love you.

I love this song. It really touch my heart, refering to my ex boyfrend. B4 our relationship is like on & off naging kmi 4 how many years but its not regular na ngkikita kmi. We didn't broke up but when I heard the rumor that he has a child with the other girl I told myself I'm going to let him go. After a year ngka boyfrend aq and he showed up and we talked he did not admit na kanya iyon, but I don't believe him. Ng abroad ako ng seaman xa wala na tlaga kmi communication kahit my nababalitaan ako 2ngkol sa kanya but I ignor it dahil akala q di ko na xa mahal. And now I am getting married he txt me I txt him too and talked on tha phone and I just realized na I still love him. He is reallly sori about what happened but said its too late now. He told me na ako lng ang minahal nya wala nang iba pa at lagi ako ang nasa isip nya. Even if he wants me back hindi na tlaga pwede. So kailangan nlng naming 2 I let go ang isa't isa kahit mahirap. I just hope na mkakita sya ng taong mamahalin nya at mamahalin sya.

I love this song sobra. I still remember when I'm in college me ngng bf aq true d phone, peo pnatunayan nia na mahal nia aq ng pumunta xa sa province namin imagine laguna to marinduque province. Kaya sobra q xa minahal but after 8 month it is lost so hurt talaga. I never expect na magagawa nia aq lukuhin, mas pinili nia ung girl nia kesa sakin. At dahil sa naranasn q I meet my new bestfrend. Ooops lalki xa, xa nging karamay q sa lahat ng problem. But one day he told me na Mahal nia aq. Una natakot aq na baka masaktan ulit aq. Peo. Sinubukan q ulit khit na masaktan pa ulit aq. Un masaya nmn aq tumagal kmi ng 1 year and 1 month, but again nasaktan ulit aq. Kc me iba na rin xa mahal. Sobrang sakit talaga but now. I'm here I'm running to move on. But I believe that love is sweeter than d second tym around…. Kc naranasan q na kc…eh, forget the past…. Try to move on guyz…

They say past is past. I have a relationship for more dan 2 years. He is my 1st bf. I been faithful to him. And love him unconditionally. We were happy in our relation. Yet nothing is perfect. Nothing's permanent. I thot na mhal n mhal nia ko pro hnd pala after 1 and half years nasktan nia ko. Nameet nia ung dati niang niligawan ng cross way ung landas nila they became close and see each other until 1 day they have an affair. Maskit mlaman na gnon. I gave everything sa bf ko pero nilloko nia ko alm nia na nasaktan nia ko to the point na iniwan nia ko. At kya nia iwan pra don sa girl na un. Its so painful. Iniwasan ko cia dhil nasaktan ako. Khit alm kong mhal ko cia. Nasaktan ako dhil. Hnd nia alm kung cnong pipilin nia samin. Ako na mtgal na nia nkasama o ung babaeng minsan nia nagustuhan na nging close nia for 1 month.?. Now bumalik cia pra itama ung mali nia. Pinili nia ko dhil mas mahal nia ko. I gave him a chance. Yet I don't know kung di ko un pagsisihan. I know that there's more coming on our ways.

I really like this song. I want to be with him again to my first love. My past is haunting me, I wanted it to go away It keeps coming back everyday:(and yes! True love doesn't have a happy ending… because…true love doesn't need to end… I know and I'm aware that's so impossible na maibalik yung dati, I knew its all my faults. Why we broked up coz I went to brazil and got married there. We've been for about 3 yrs. And 6 months ng babyko. Mahal na mahal ko sya pero mahal ko rin family ko. I'm the eldest and my family needs my help that's why nagpakasal ako to help my family. Ang hirap talaga, di madaling ginawa ko to sacrificed my happiness for my family at saktan yung taong pinakamamahal ko hindi madali yun para sa akin napakahirap at hangaang ngayon nahihirapan pa rin ako. But now I'm planning to get divorce I'm not happy to my life this is not the that I want. Wala pa kaming anak and gusto ko, kong magkababy ako galing sa firstlove ko. Mahal ko pa talaga sya untill now. I did everything already para makalimutan sya pero di pa rin. Ang hirap kalimutan ang pinakamagandang bahagi ng buhay ko. Sya yung pinakamagandang nangyari sa buhay ko. I still believe that someday maayos ko din to. God help me pls.

This song mostly hurt my heart, dahil akala ko kahit ano pa ang mangyari ako lang ang mamahalin ng taong pinagbigyan ko ng aking buhay, lahat ok na, kaya lang one day bigla ko nalang nalaman na may mahal na syang iba, at ang masakit harap-harapan nyang inilantad sa akin kahit ako pa ang kasama nya, hindi rin nagtagal bumalik siya sa akin dahil may anak kami, humingi sya ng tawad sa akin it was almost 10 years ago pero ewan ko ba kahit hanggan ngayon hindi ko talaga siya mapatawad, the saddiest part was gone but the pain still alive, naging mabait na sya ngayon, pero ganun parin maybe I can forgive him someday but I'm sure I can't forget, love always hurt, we still live together now but the memories remain, I can't escape the fact that he betrayed me kahit ano pa ang gawin nya hindi ko na nakikita, mahal ko sya pero hindi ko matanggap na ipinagpalit nya ako its not my pride anymore but humility.

It reminds me talaga this song nong X bf ko sa college sa Cebu. Classmate ko xa sa Integral Calculus at Chimestry! His older than me. Friends kami at naging kami. Subra siyang sweet grabe. Mahal na mahal ko xa talaga. Hindi makalimutan yong nicklace na binigay niya s akin at yong words na walang iwanan. But nong umuwi xa sa Butuan Mindanao dahil sem break non sabi nya babalik xa:(just wonder hindi na xa tumawag. Kaya tumawag ako sa kanila tas nagkausap kami sabi nya. Ikakasal na daw xa next week dahil buntis ang babae. Grabe ang sakit parang mamatay na ako sa iyak:(Everytime marinig ko tong song natu. Naalala ko xa talaga. Kc napatawad ko xa! Sana one day magkakita kami ulit to say hi and hello. Lang. As friends.! Hope mabasamo to Christopher Bernales. Wish you all the best! From are.

Saakin means ay isang masakit na kahapon na mahirap makalimutan isang beses lang ako nag mahal ng lubusan pero nalaman ko na lang na hindi ako minahal ng mahal ko mahirap tanggapin ang katotohanan at sabi nya saakin na humanap n lang daw ako ng magmamahal saakin ng lubusan and I tried to do what he say and na realized ko na hindi ko na kaya pang mag mahal kasi sya parin ang nasa puso't isip ko.

Every moment in our lives is a captured moment. It maybe a happy or painful past but we have to cherished each moment. This chapter in our lives may make it more meaningful and will alllow us to grow. There are reasons why it happened and you may find those answers as you continue on to your journey. Just stay the best person as you are and God will do the rest for you. Keep the faith and drop the fear. God bless!

Past. It's been a year no its years. I didn't expect na mag kakaroon ulit tayo ng communication after you broke my heart, hindi ko alam kung ano ang pumasok sa utak mo at nakipag hiwalay ka sa akin before even alam ko na wala paring iba. Hindi naman ako nag kulang sayo that time. Actually I gave everything to you. And wala din naman siguro akong mali kung naghanap ako ng iba noong time na pinabayaan at iniwan mo ako. Ang diko lang ma lubos maisip bakit nag paramdam kapa ulit. Para ano? Ibalik lahat ng sakit. Hindi ko man nakita ang tunay na pag ibig sa kanya atleast naramdaman ko yung pagmmhal ng isang tao na hindi mo nagawa noong tayo pa. March 1 2012 now its already march 12, 2016. Wag mo n akong guluhin palayain mo na ako. Don't worry matagal na kitang pinatawad.

Favorite song koh to! I dedicated to only one in my heart he is speacial to me I don't care about the past wala akong pakealam sa nkaraan nya ang mahalaga ay ung ngaun I really love him he is important to me. Naging boy friend koh cya ng 2yrs and after 2yrs nag sama na kmi but it so sad 3months lang kmi nag ksama its so hurt di ko expect na mangya2ri smen sa simpling away nauwi sa hiwalayan. Kya sobrang sakit I don't know how to move on I know nman na mahal nya koh but hindi pa talaga ito ang tamang panahon pra mag sma kmi bhe miss you love you muahhh!