Circa Survive – Always Begin lyrics

I never wanted to beg for you
I never wanted to ask anyone for their help
I know that when I don't (they'll know exactly what I want)
I'm just making a fatal mistake for myself

There is always a face you always make (please just tell me)
Whenever you don't believe (I need to know)
And I don't know what I want from you (I know you'll never have to choose)
And I can't tell if I lost anything that I need

Always begin before you ever prepare
Never think twice about
Nothing will come until you're already there
Never think twice about it all

I never wanted to take from you
The very thing that you wanted me to help save
I know it wasn't true (they'll know exactly what I want)
Then I'm just making it way too fucked up for myself

There is a face you always make (just tell me)
Whenever you don't believe (I need to know)
And I don't know what I want from you (I know you'll never have to choose)
And I can't tell if I lost anything that I need

Always begin before you ever prepare
Never think twice about
Nothing will come until you're already there
Never think twice about
There are a thousand ways to go
There is no way you'll ever know but you'll
Always begin before you ever prepare
Never think twice about it all

I made my bed
No I'll never lie down
I'll change my mind
As often as I please

There are a thousand ways to go
Let go of everything you know
Give up on everything you think you need
Only way to ever be sure is to
Always begin before you ever prepare
Never think twice about
Nothing will come until you're already there
Never think twice about it all