Did I die in my sleep
Did I finish my sentence
Or was I grinding my teeth
Can I hold on forever
With anxiety dialed
Dialed up to the doorway
Can I doctor a smile
Lost in the distance
It's a mask I wear so well
Thousand yard stare
But it's my mind crawling through hell
Another day goes by that ain't mine
Another day passing me by
Caught in a loop
I ain't here to bide my time
I ain't lost in the system
I ain't biting my tongue
It ain't stuck in my throat
With anything I've done
I've been playing so nicely
Trying to sleep through the night
And I won't live forever
Just by closing my eyes
And I can't take my finger
Off the pulse of the night
It's the realization
I can't adjust to the light
I could never tread lightly
Could hardly breathe
It was killing me slowly
It used to be the morphine
Well we can't live forever
Try to sleep through the night
Does it ever get better
Just by closing my eyes
There's no absolute quiet
It's a darkness alright
It's the realization
I can't adjust to the light
Well I'm caught in the distance Did I die in my sleep Did I finish my sentence Or was I grinding my teeth Can I hold on forever With anxiety dialed Dialed up to the doorway Can I doctor a smile Lost in the distance It's a mask I wear so well Thousand yard stare But it's my mind crawling through hell Another day goes by that ain't mine Another day passing me by Caught in a loop I ain't here to bide my time I ain't lost in the system I ain't biting my tongue It ain't stuck in my throat With anything I've done I've been playing so nicely Trying to sleep through the night And I won't live forever Just by closing my eyes And I can't take my finger Off the pulse of the night It's the realization I can't adjust to the light I could never tread lightly Could hardly breathe It was killing me slowly It used to be the morphine Well we can't live forever Try to sleep through the night Does it ever get better Just by closing my eyes There's no absolute quiet It's a darkness alright It's the realization I can't adjust to the light Explain Request ×
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